For Gilbert Osmond Ralph had not now that importance.It was not that he had the importance of a friend; it was rather that he had none at all.He was Isabel's cousin and he was rather unpleasantly ill-it was on this basis that Osmond treated with him.He made the proper enquiries, asked about his health, about Mrs.Touchett, about his opinion of winter climates, whether he were comfortable at his hotel.He addressed him, on the few occasions of their meeting, not a word that was not necessary; but his manner had always the urbanity proper to conscious success in the presence of conscious failure.For all this, Ralph had had, toward the end, a sharp inward vision of Osmond's making it of small ease to his wife that she should continue to receive Mr.Touchett.He was not jealous-he had not that excuse; no one could be jealous of Ralph.But he made Isabel pay for her old-time kindness, of which so much was still left; and as Ralph had no idea of her paying too much, so when his suspicion had become sharp, he had taken himself off.In doing so he had deprived Isabel of a very interesting occupation: she had been constantly wondering what fine principle was keeping him alive.She had decided that it was his love of conversation; his conversation had been better than ever.He had given up walking; he was no longer a humorous stroller.
He sat all day in a chair-almost any chair would serve, and was so dependent on what you would do for him that, had not his talk been highly contemplative, you might have thought he was blind.The reader already knows more about him than Isabel was ever to know, and the reader may therefore be given the key to the mystery.What kept Ralph alive was simply the fact that he had not yet seen enough of the person in the world in whom he was most interested: he was not yet satisfied.There was more to come; he couldn't make up his mind to lose that.He wanted to see what she would make of her husband-or what her husband would make of her.This was only the first act of the drama, and he was determined to sit out the performance.
His determination had held good; it had kept him going some eighteen months more, till the time of his return to Rome with Lord Warburton.It had given him indeed such an air of intending to live indefinitely that Mrs.Touchett, though more accessible to confusions of thought in the matter of this strange, unremunerative-and unremunerated- son of hers than she had ever been before, had, as we have learned, not scrupled to embark for a distant land.If Ralph had been kept alive by suspense it was with a good deal of the same emotion-the excitement of wondering in what state she should find him-that Isabel mounted to his apartment the day after Lord Warburton had notified her of his arrival in Rome.
She spent an hour with him; it was the first of several visits.
Gilbert Osmond called on him punctually, and on their sending their carriage for him Ralph came more than once to Palazzo Roccanera.Afortnight elapsed, at the end of which Ralph announced to Lord Warburton that he thought after all he wouldn't go to Sicily.The two men had been dining together after a day spent by the latter in ranging about the Campagna.They had left the table, and Warburton, before the chimney, was lighting a cigar, which he instantly removed from his lips.
"Won't go to Sicily? Where then will you go?""Well, I guess I won't go anywhere," said Ralph, from the sofa, all shamelessly.
"Do you mean you'll return to England?"
"Oh dear no; I'll stay in Rome."
"Rome won't do for you.Rome's not warm enough.""It will have to do.I'll make it do.See how well I've been."Lord Warburton looked at him a while, puffing a cigar and as if trying to see it."You've been better than you were on the journey, certainly.I wonder how you lived through that.But I don't understand your condition.I recommend you to try Sicily.""I can't try," said poor Ralph."I've done trying.I can't move further.I can't face that journey.Fancy me between Scylla and Charybdis! I don't want to die on the Sicilian plains-to be snatched away, like Proserpine in the same locality, to the Plutonian shades.""What the deuce then did you come for?" his lordship enquired.
"Because the idea took me.I see it won't do.It really doesn't matter where I am now.I've exhausted all remedies, I've swallowed all climates.As I'm here I'll stay.I haven't a single cousin in Sicily-much less a married one.""Your cousin's certainly an inducement.But what does the doctor say?""I haven't asked him, and I don't care a fig.If I die here Mrs.
Osmond will bury me.But I shall not die here.""I hope not." Lord Warburton continued to smoke reflectively."Well, I must say," he resumed, "for myself I'm very glad you don't insist on Sicily.I had a horror of that journey.""Ah, but for you it needn't have mattered.I had no idea of dragging you in my train.""I certainly didn't mean to let you go alone.""My dear Warburton, I never expected you to come further than this,"Ralph cried.
"I should have gone with you and seen you settled," said Lord Warburton.
"You're a very good Christian.You're a very kind man.""Then I should have come back here."
"And then you'd have gone to England."
"No, no; I should have stayed."