书城英文图书Death of a Naturalist
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第4章 An Advancement of Learning

I took the embankment path

(As always, deferring

The bridge). The river nosed past,

Pliable, oil-skinned, wearing

A transfer of gables and sky.

Hunched over the railing,

Well away from the road now, I

Considered the dirty-keeled swans.

Something slobbered curtly, close,

Smudging the silence: a rat

Slimed out of the water and

My throat sickened so quickly that

I turned down the path in cold sweat

But God, another was nimbling

Up the far bank, tracing its wet

Arcs on the stones. Incredibly then

I established a dreaded

Bridgehead. I turned to stare

With deliberate, thrilled care

At my hitherto snubbed rodent.

He clockworked aimlessly a while,

Stopped, back bunched and glistening,

Ears plastered down on his knobbled skull,

Insidiously listening.

The tapered tail that followed him,

The raindrop eye, the old snout:

One by one I took all in.

He trained on me. I stared him out

Forgetting how I used to panic

When his grey brothers scraped and fed

Behind the hen-coop in our yard,

On ceiling boards above my bed.

This terror, cold, wet-furred, small-clawed,

Retreated up a pipe for sewage.

I stared a minute after him.

Then I walked on and crossed the bridge.