Madam loved both mother and child dearly.They had great influence over her, and, through her, over her husband.Whatever Bridget or Mary willed was sure to come to pass.They were not disliked; for, though wild and passionate, they were also generous by nature.But the other servants were afraid of them, as being in secret the ruling spirits of the household.The Squire had lost his interest in all secular things; Madam was gentle, affectionate, and yielding.Both husband and wife were tenderly attached to each other and to their boy; but they grew more and more to shun the trouble of decision on any point; and hence it was that Bridget could exert such despotic power.But if everyone else yielded to her "magic of a superior mind," her daughter not unfrequently rebelled.She and her mother were too much alike to agree.There were wild quarrels between them, and wilder reconciliations.There were times when, in the heat of passion, they could have stabbed each other.At all other times they both--Bridget especially--would have willingly laid down their lives for one another.Bridget's love for her child lay very deep--deeper than that daughter ever knew; or I should think she would never have wearied of home as she did, and prayed her mistress to obtain for her some situation--as waiting maid--beyond the seas, in that more cheerful continental life, among the scenes of which so many of her happiest years had been spent.She thought, as youth thinks, that life would last for ever, and that two or three years were but a small portion of it to pass away from her mother, whose only child she was.Bridget thought differently, but was too proud ever to show what she felt.If her child wished to leave her, why--she should go.
But people said Bridget became ten years older in the course of two months at this time.She took it that Mary wanted to leave her.The truth was, that Mary wanted for a time to leave the place, and to seek some change, and would thankfully have taken her mother with her.Indeed when Madam Starkey had gotten her a situation with some grand lady abroad, and the time drew near for her to go, it was Mary who clung to her mother with passionate embrace, and, with floods of tears, declared that she would never leave her; and it was Bridget, who at last loosened her arms, and, grave and tearless herself, bade her keep her word, and go forth into the wide world.Sobbing aloud, and looking back continually, Mary went away.Bridget was still as death, scarcely drawing her breath, or closing her stony eyes; till at last she turned back into her cottage, and heaved a ponderous old settle against the door.There she sat, motionless, over the gray ashes of her extinguished fire, deaf to Madam's sweet voice, as she begged leave to enter and comfort her nurse.Deaf, stony, and motionless, she sat for more than twenty hours; till, for the third time, Madam came across the snowy path from the great house, carrying with her a young spaniel, which had been Mary's pet up at the hall;and which had not ceased all night long to seek for its absent mistress, and to whine and moan after her.With tears Madam told this story, through the closed door--tears excited by the terrible look of anguish, so steady, so immovable--so the same to-day as it was yesterday--on her nurse's face.The little creature in her arms began to utter its piteous cry, as it shivered with the cold.
Bridget stirred; she moved--she listened.Again that long whine; she thought it was for her daughter; and what she had denied to her nursling and mistress she granted to the dumb creature that Mary had cherished.She opened the door, and took the dog from Madam's arms.
Then Madam came in, and kissed and comforted the old woman, who took but little notice of her or anything.And sending up Master Patrick to the hall for fire and food, the sweet young lady never left her nurse all that night.Next day, the Squire himself came down, carrying a beautiful foreign picture--Our Lady of the Holy Heart, the Papists call it.It is a picture of the Virgin, her heart pierced with arrows, each arrow representing one of her great woes.That picture hung in Bridget's cottage when I first saw her; I have that picture now.