书城外语了不起的盖茨比(纯爱·英文馆)
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第41章

No telephone message arrived,but the butler went without his sleep and waited for it until four o'clock-until long after there was anyone to give it to if it came.I have an idea that Gatsby himself didn't believe it would come,and perhaps he no longer cared.If that was true he must have felt that he had lost the old warm world,paid a high price for living too long with a single dream.He must have looked up at an unfamiliar sky through frightening leaves and shivered as he found what a grotesque thing a rose is and how raw the sunlight was upon the scarcely created grass.A new world,material without being real,where poor ghosts,breathing dreams like air,drifted fortuitously about...like that ashen,fantastic figure gliding towards him through the amorphous trees.

The chauffeur-he was one of Wolfsheim's protégés-heard the shots-afterwards he could only say that he hadn't thought anything much about them.I drove from the station directly to Gatsby's house and my rushing anxiously up the front steps was the first thing that alarmed anyone.But they knew then,I firmly believe.With scarcely a word said,four of us,the chauffeur,butler,gardener and I,hurried down to the pool.

There was a faint,barely perceptible movement of the water as the fresh flow from one end urged its way towards the drain at the other.With little ripples that were hardly the shadows of waves,the laden mattress moved irregularly down the pool.A small gust of wind that scarcely corrugated the surface was enough to disturb its accidental course with its accidental burden.The touch of a cluster of leaves revolved it slowly,tracing,like the leg of transit,a thin red circle in the water.

It was after we started with Gatsby towards the house that the gardener saw Wilson's body a little way off in the grass,and the holocaust was complete.

Chapter 9

After two years I remember the rest of that day,and that night and the next day,only as an endless drill of police and photographers and newspaper men in and out of Gatsby's front door.A rope stretched across the main gate and a policeman by it kept out the curious,but little boys soon discovered that they could enter through my yard,and there were always a few of them clustered open-mouthed about the pool.Someone with a positive manner,perhaps a detective,used the expression ‘madman’as he bent over Wilson's body that afternoon,and the adventitious authority of his voice set the key for the newspaper reports next morning.

Most of those reports were a nightmare-grotesque,circumstantial,eager and untrue.When Michaelis's testimony at the inquest brought to light Wilson's suspicions of his wife I thought the whole tale would shortly be served up in racy pasquinade-but Catherine,who might have said anything,didn't say a word.She showed a surprising amount of character about it too-looked at the coroner with determined eyes under that corrected brow of hers,and swore that her sister had never seen Gatsby,that her sister was completely happy with her husband,that her sister had been into no mischief whatever.She convinced herself of it,and cried into her handkerchief,as if the very suggestion was more than she could endure.So Wilson was reduced to a man ‘deranged by grief’in order that the case might remain in its simplest form.And it rested there.

But all this part of it seemed remote and unessential.I found myself on Gatsby's side,and alone.From the moment I telephoned news of the catastrophe to West Egg village,every surmise about him,and every practical question,was referred to me.At first I was surprised and confused;then,as he lay in his house and didn't move or breathe or speak,hour upon hour,it grew upon me that I was responsible,because no one else was interested-interested,I mean,with that intense personal interest to which everyone has some vague right at the end.

I called up Daisy half an hour after we found him,called her instinctively and without hesitation.But she and Tom had gone away early that afternoon,and taken baggage with them.

‘Left no address?’

‘No.’

‘Say when they'd be back?’

‘No.’

‘Any idea where they are?How I could reach them?’

‘I don't know.Can't say.’

I wanted to get somebody for him.I wanted to go into the room where he lay and reassure him:‘I'll get somebody for you,Gatsby.Don't worry.Just trust me and I'll get somebody for you-’

Meyer Wolfsheim's name wasn't in the phone book.The butler gave me his once address on Broadway,and I called Information,but by the time I had the number it was long after five,and no one answered the phone.

‘Will you ring again?’

‘I've rung them three times.’

‘It's very important.’

‘Sorry.I'm afraid no one's there.’

I went back to the drawing-room and thought for an instant that they were chance visitors,all these official people who suddenly filled it.But,though they drew back the sheet and looked at Gatsby with shocked eyes,his protest continued in my brain:‘Look here,old sport,you've got to get somebody for me.You've got to try hard.I can't go through this alone.’

Someone started to ask me questions,but I broke away and going upstairs looked hastily through the unlocked parts of his desk-he'd never told me definitely that his parents were dead.But there was nothing-only the picture of Dan Cody,a token of forgotten violence,staring down from the wall.

Next morning I sent the butler to New York with a letter to Wolfsheim,which asked for information and urged him to come out on the next train.That request seemed superfluous when I wrote it.I was sure he'd start when he saw the newspapers,just as I was sure there'd be a wire from Daisy before noon-but neither a wire nor Mr Wolfsheim arrived;no one arrived except more police and photographers and newspaper men.When the butler brought back Wolfsheim's answer I began to have a feeling of defiance,of scornful solidarity between Gatsby and me against them all.