‘My dear,it is only a beautiful little heath,which that nice old gardener would make me take;but if it is in your way,I will have it in my lap directly.There Fanny,you shall carry that parcel for me-take great care of it-do not let it fall;it is a cream cheese,just like the excellent one we had at dinner.Nothing would satisfy that good old Mrs Whitaker,but my taking one of the cheeses.I stood out as long as I could,till the tears almost came into her eyes,and I knew it was just the sort that my sister would be delighted with.That Mrs Whitaker is a treasure!She was quite shocked when I asked her whether wine was allowed at the second table,and she has turned away two housemaids for wearing white gowns.Take care of the cheese,Fanny.Now I can manage the other parcel and the basket very well.’
‘What else have you been sponging?’said Maria,half-pleased that Sotherton should be so complimented.
‘Sponging,my dear!It is nothing but four of those beautiful pheasant's eggs,which Mrs Whitaker would quite force upon me;she would not take a denial.She said it must be such an amusement to me,as she understood I lived quite alone,to have a few living creatures of that sort;and so to be sure it will.I shall get the dairy maid to set them under the first spare hen,and if they come to good I can have them moved to my own house and borrow a coop;and it will be a great delight to me in my lonely hours to attend to them.And if I have good luck,your mother shall have some.’
It was a beautiful evening,mild and still,and the drive was as pleasant as the serenity of nature could make it;but when Mrs Norris ceased speaking it was altogether a silent drive to those within.Their spirits were in general exhausted-and to determine whether the day had afforded most pleasure or pain,might occupy the meditations of almost all.
Chapter 11
The day at Sotherton,with all its imperfections,afforded the Miss Bertrams much more agreeable feelings than were derived from the letters from Antigua,which soon afterwards reached Mansfield.It was much pleasanter to think of Henry Crawford than of their father;and to think of their father in England again within a certain period,which these letters obliged them to do,was a most unwelcome exercise.
November was the black month fixed for his return.Sir Thomas wrote of it with as much decision as experience and anxiety could authorise.His business was so nearly concluded as to justify him in proposing to take his passage in the September packet,and he consequently looked forward with the hope of being with his beloved family again early in November.
Maria was more to be pitied than Julia,for to her the father brought a husband,and the return of the friend most solicitous for her happiness,would unite her to the lover,on whom she had chosen that happiness should depend.It was a gloomy prospect,and all that she could do was to throw a mist over it,and hope when the mist cleared away,she should see something else.It would hardly be early in November,there were generally delays,a bad passage or something;that favouring something which everybody who shuts their eyes while they look,or their understandings while they reason,feels the comfort of.It would probably be the middle of November at least;the middle of November was three months off.Three months comprised thirteen weeks.Much might happen in thirteen weeks.
Sir Thomas would have been deeply mortified by a suspicion of half that his daughters felt on the subject of his return,and would hardly have found consolation in a knowledge of the interest it excited in the breast of another young lady.Miss Crawford,on walking up with her brother to spend the evening at Mansfield Park,heard the good news;and though seeming to have no concern in the affair beyond politeness,and to have vented all her feelings in a quiet congratulation,heard it with an attention not so easily satisfied.Mrs Norris gave the particulars of the letters,and the subject was dropped;but after tea,as Miss Crawford was standing at an open window with Edmund and Fanny looking out on a twilight scene,while the Miss Bertrams,Mr Rushworth,and Henry Crawford,were all busy with candles at the pianoforte,she suddenly revived it by turning round towards the group,and saying,‘How happy Mr Rushworth looks!He is thinking of November.’
Edmund looked round at Mr Rushworth too,but had nothing to say.
‘Your father's return will be a very interesting event.’
‘It will,indeed,after such an absence;an absence not only long,but including so many dangers.’
‘It will be the forerunner also of other interesting events;your sister's marriage,and your taking orders.’
‘Yes.’
‘Don't be affronted,’said she laughing;‘but it does put me in mind of some of the old heathen heroes,who after performing great exploits in a foreign land,offered sacrifices to the gods on their safe return.’
‘There is no sacrifice in the case,’replied Edmund with a serious smile,and glancing at the pianoforte again，‘it is entirely her own doing.’
‘Oh!yes,I know it is.I was merely joking.She has done no more than what every young woman would do;and I have no doubt of her being extremely happy.My other sacrifice of course you do not understand.’
‘My taking orders I assure you is quite as voluntary as Maria's marrying.’
‘It is fortunate that your inclination and your father's convenience should accord so well.There is a very good living kept for you,I understand,hereabouts.’
‘Which you suppose has biased me.’
‘But that I am sure it has not,’cried Fanny.