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第4章 The Gardener(4)

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When the two sisters go to fetch water,they come to this spot and they smile.

They must be aware of somebody who stands behind the trees whenever they go to fetch water.

The two sisters whisper to each other when they pass this spot.

They must have guessed the secret of that somebody who stands behind the trees whenever they go to fetch water.

Their pitchers lurch suddenly,and water spills when they reach this spot.

They must have found out that somebody's heart is beating who stands behind the trees whenever they go to fetch water.

The two sisters glance at each other when they come to this spot,and they smile.

There is a laughter in their swift-stepping feet,which makes confusion in somebody's mind who stands behind the trees whenever they go to fetch water.

19

You walked by the riverside path with the full pitcher upon your hip.

Why did you swiftly turn your face and peep at me through your fluttering veil?

That gleaming look from the dark came upon me like a breeze that sends a shiver through the rippling water and sweeps away to the shadowy shore.

It came to me like the bird of the evening that hurriedly flies across the lampless room from the one open window to the other,and disappears in the night.

You are hidden as a star behind the hills,and I am a passer-by upon the road.

But why did you stop for a moment and glance at my face through your veil while you walked by the riverside path with the full pitcher upon your hip?

20

Day after day he comes and goes away.

Go,and give him a flower from my hair,my friend.

If he asks who was it that sent it,I entreat you do not tell him my name—for he only comes and goes away.

He sits on the dust under the tree.

Spread there a seat with flowers and leaves,my friend.

His eyes are sad,and they bring sadness to my heart.

He does not speak what he has in mind;he only comes and goes away.

21

Why did he choose to come to my door,the wandering youth,when the day dawned?

As I come in and out I pass by him every time,and my eyes are caught by his face.

I know not if I should speak to him or keep silent.Why did he choose to come to my door?

The cloudy nights in July are dark;the sky is soft blue in the autumn;the spring days are restless with the south wind.

He weaves his songs with fresh tunes every time.

I turn from my work and my eyes fill with the mist.Why did he choose to come to my door?

22

When she passed by me with quick steps,the end of her skirt touched me.

From the unknown island of a heart came a sudden warm breath of spring.

A flutter of a flitting touch brushed me and vanished in a moment,like a torn flower-petal blown in the breeze.

It fell upon my heart like a sigh of her body and whisper of her heart.

23

Why do you sit there and jingle your bracelets in mere idle sport?

Fill your pitcher.It is time for you to come home.

Why do you stir the water with your hands and fitfully glance at the road for some one in mere idle sport?

Fill your pitcher and come home.

The morning hours pass by—the dark water flows on.

The waves are laughing and whispering to each other in mere idle sport.

The wandering clouds have gathered at the edge of the sky on yonder rise of the land.

They linger and look at your face and smile in mere idle sport.

Fill your pitcher and come home.

24

Do not keep to yourself the secret of your heart,my friend!

Say it to me,only to me,in secret.

You who smile so gently,softly whisper,my heart will hear it,not my ears.

The night is deep,the house is silent,the birds’nests are shrouded with sleep.

Speak to me through hesitating tears,through faltering smiles,through sweet shame and pain,the secret of your heart!

25

“Come to us,youth,tell us truly why there is madness in your eyes?”

“I know not what wine of wild poppy I have drunk,that there is this madness in my eyes.”

“Ah,shame!”

“Well,some are wise and some foolish,some are watchful and some careless.There are eyes that smile and eyes that weep—and madness is in my eyes.”

“Youth,why do you stand so still under the shadow of the tree?”

“My feet are languid with the burden of my heart,and I stand still in the shadow.”

“Ah,shame!”

“Well,some march on their way and some linger,some are free and some are fettered—and my feet are languid with the burden of my heart.”

26

“What comes from your willing hands I take.I beg for nothing more.”

“Yes,yes,I know you,modest mendicant,you ask for all that one has.”

“If there be a stray flower for me I will wear it in my heart.”

“But if there be thorns?”

“I will endure them.”

“Yes,yes,I know you,modest mendicant,you ask for all that one has.”

“If but once you should raise your loving eyes to my face it would make my life sweet beyond death.”

“But if there be only cruel glances?”

“I will keep them piercing my heart.”

“Yes,yes,I know you,modest mendicant,you ask for all that one has.”

27

“Trust love even if it brings sorrow.Do not close up your heart.”

“Ah,no,my friend,your words are dark,I cannot understand them.”

“The heart is only for giving away with a tear and a song,my love.”

“Ah,no,my friend,your words are dark,I cannot understand them.”

“Pleasure is frail like a dewdrop,while it laughs it dies.But sorrow is strong and abiding.Let sorrowful love wake in your eyes.”

“Ah,no,my friend,your words are dark,I cannot understand them.”

“The lotus blooms in the sight of the sun,and loses all that it has.It would not remain in bud in the eternal winter mist.”

“Ah,no,my friend,your words are dark,I cannot understand them.”

28

Your questioning eyes are sad.They seek to know my meaning as the moon would fathom the sea.

I have bared my life before your eyes from end to end,with nothing hidden or held back.That is why you know me not.

If it were only a gem,I could break it into a hundred pieces and string them into a chain to put on your neck.

If it were only a flower,round and small and sweet,I could pluck it from its stem to set it in your hair.

But it is a heart,my beloved.Where are its shores and its bottom?

You know not the limits of this kingdom,still you are its queen.

If it were only a moment of pleasure it would flower in an easy smile,and you could see it and read it in a moment.

If it were merely a pain it would melt in limpid tears,reflecting its inmost secret without a word.

But it is love,my beloved.

Its pleasure and pain are boundless,and endless its wants and wealth.

It is as near to you as your life,but you can never wholly know it.