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第6章 A Fighting Bull Growing Old

—A story about fighting bulls in the Daliang Mountain Range (I)

There he stands

In the twilight

Totally motionless

His aged head drooping

And his body like

A reef rock

That has been gnawed by the waves

And his horns, afflicted with too many injuries,

Are like the broken teeth of a wolf

There he stands

In the twilight of the setting sun

With his eye closed

The only eye he has managed to preserve

Heedless of the swarms of flies

Hovering over his head

Or some bold gadflies

Crawling over his face

God knows where his owner has gone

And he simply stands there

In the twilight

Recalling in his dreams the mornings of the Torch Festival

In the prime of his life

He seems to hear, once again,

The horns on his head producing beautiful sounds

And his nostrils singing songs of distant mountains

He seems to smell the familiar and humid odors

Of the bullfight rings

And he also seems to feel waves of wild impulses

Soaring from the dark land;

He can feel his blood surging like tides

And gushing forth into every part of his body

Making every hair stand upright as stiff as a steel wire;

He seems to hear the audience bursting into wild cheers

Which, like many a golden deer,

Gallop and leap joyously

Across the open country, bathed in the summer sun;

He seems to see his young owner coming and taking him

To the ring, his head adorned with red ribbons,

His sharp horns holding up the sun

Crimson red like blood

As they climb over the high mountain ridge

So he stands there

In the twilight

Occasionally opening the only eye that he has

Gazing at the ring that was his one-time battlefield

And giving a groan of lament

That makes the hair of his skin, withered and yellow,

Burn like a ball of fire

In wrath and fury