In the retirement of this evening I endeavoured to resolve,first,what was my duty to do,and I stated the arguments with which my brother had pressed me to go into the country,and I set,against them the strong impressions which I had on my mind for staying;the visible call I seemed to have from the particular circumstance of my calling,and the care due from me for the preservation of my effects,which were,as I might say,my estate;also the intimations which I thought Ihad from Heaven,that to me signified a kind of direction to venture;and it occurred to me that if I had what I might call a direction to stay,I ought to suppose it contained a promise of being preserved if I obeyed.
This lay close to me,and my mind seemed more and more encouraged to stay than ever,and supported with a secret satisfaction that I should be kept.Add to this,that,turning over the Bible which lay before me,and while my thoughts were more than ordinarily serious upon the question,I cried out,'Well,I know not what to do;Lord,direct me I'and the like;and at that juncture I happened to stop turning over the book at the gist Psalm,and casting my eye on the second verse,I read on to the seventh verse exclusive,and after that included the tenth,as follows:'I will say of the Lord,He is my refuge and my fortress:my God,in Him will I trust.Surely He shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler,and from the noisome pestilence.
He shall cover thee with His feathers,and under His wings shalt thou trust:His truth shall be thy shield and buckler.Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night;nor for the arrow that flieth by day;nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness;nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.A thousand shall fall at thy side,and ten thousand at thy right hand;but it shall not come nigh thee.Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.
Because thou hast made the Lord,which is my refuge,even the most High,thy habitation;there shall no evil befall thee,neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling,'&C.
I scarce need tell the reader that from that moment I resolved that Iwould stay in the town,and casting myself entirely upon the goodness and protection of the Almighty,would not seek any other shelter whatever;and that,as my times were in His hands,He was as able to keep me in a time of the infection as in a time of health;and if He did not think fit to deliver me,still I was in His hands,and it was meet He should do with me as should seem good to Him.
With this resolution I went to bed;and I was further confirmed in it the next day by the woman being taken ill with whom I had intended to entrust my house and all my affairs.But I had a further obligation laid on me on the same side,for the next day I found myself very much out of order also,so that if I would have gone away,I could not,"and I continued ill three or four days,and this entirely determined my stay;so I took my leave of my brother,who went away to Dorking,in Surrey,and afterwards fetched a round farther into Buckinghamshire or Bedfordshire,to a retreat he had found out there for his family.
It was a very ill time to be sick in,for if any one complained,it was immediately said he had the plague;and though I had indeed no symptom of that distemper,yet being very ill,both in my head and in my stomach,I was not without apprehension that I really was infected;but in about three days I grew better;the third night I rested well,sweated a little,and was much refreshed.The apprehensions of its being the infection went also quite away with my illness,and Iwent about my business as usual.
These things,however,put off all my thoughts of going into the country;and my brother also being gone,I had no more debate either with him or with myself on that subject.
It was now mid-July,and the plague,which had chiefly raged at the other end of the town,and,as I said before,in the parishes of St Giles,St Andrew's,Holborn,and towards Westminster,began to now come eastward towards the part where I lived.It was to be observed,indeed,that it did not come straight on towards us;for the city,that is to say,within the walls,was indifferently healthy still;nor was it got then very much over the water into Southwark;for though there died that week 1268of all distempers,whereof it might be supposed above 600died of the plague,yet there was but twenty-eight in the whole city,within the walls,and but nineteen in Southwark,Lambeth parish included;whereas in the parishes of St Giles and St Martin-in-the-Fields alone there died 421.
But we perceived the infection kept chiefly in the out-parishes,which being very populous,and fuller also of poor,the distemper found more to prey upon than in the city,as I shall observe afterwards.
We perceived,I say,the distemper to draw our way,viz.,by the parishes of Clarkenwell,Cripplegate,Shoreditch,and Bishopsgate;which last two parishes joining to Aldgate,Whitechappel,and Stepney,the infection came at length to spread its utmost rage and violence in those parts,even when it abated at the western parishes where it began.
It was very strange to observe that in this particular week,from the 4th to the 11th of July,when,as I have observed,there died near 400of the plague in the two parishes of St Martin and St Giles-in-the-Fields only,there died in the parish of Aldgate but four,in the parish of Whitechappel three,in the parish of Stepney but one.
Likewise in the next week,from the 11th of July to the 18th,when the week's bill was 1761,yet there died no more of the plague,on the whole Southwark side of the water,than sixteen.
But this face of things soon changed,and it began to thicken in Cripplegate parish especially,and in Clarkenwell;so that by the second week in August,Cripplegate parish alone buried 886,and Clarkenwell 155.Of the first,850might well be reckoned to die of the plague;and of the last,the bill itself said 145were of the plague.