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第10章 Headscarf

A man gave a headscarf

To the woman he was in love with

Oh, how fortunate this woman was

Because she could at last get married

With the man whom she truly loved

And her heart would be filled with feelings of affection

From morning till night

As time passed, day by day

The woman would be lost in fond memories

At the mere sight of the headscarf

A man gave a headscarf

To the woman he was in love with.

But the parents of this girl

Wanted her to marry another man

Whom she had never met

From that time on, she shed tears too many to count

And had nightmares too terrifying to depict

So she used the scarf to wipe away the dust of her dreams

And that was the only thing she could do

A man gave a headscarf

To the woman he was in love with

Perhaps because of the wind

Perhaps because of the rain

And perhaps because of a major flooding in the mountain

They heard of each other no more

After many a year

The woman suddenly ran into the man

At an intersection of roads leading to the marketplace

They stood face to face in utter silence

Because neither of them wanted to mention the past

And each of them hand in hand with their child

A man gave a headscarf

To the woman he was in love with

Perhaps because of a thunder in the distance

Perhaps because of a cold wave early in summer

The woman left her village with a man from another village

And she thought she could return as early as a midsummer evening

But it was in the morning of the winter when she did return

Thenceforth every night when the moon rose in the sky

She would secretly count the beautiful patterns on the scarf

And that was the only thing she could do

A man gave a headscarf

To the woman he was in love with

But for the sake of an everlasting pledge of waiting

The heaven said let there be betrayal

And the earth said let there be betrayal

But actually there were two seashores

Gazing at each other

Although ships had come and gone

The shores kept murmuring when awake

And the shores kept whispering when asleep

Until at last the woman died one day

And the people at her funeral

Picked out the scarf

From among her prized personal possessions

But none of them took any interest in it

And none of them knew anything of its story

So they just covered the pale face of the dead woman

With her prized scarf

And set fire to her twisted body

Burning everything into ashes in the mountain wilderness